Gratitude, Inspiration, Reflection/Introspection, Spirituality

Why it’s difficult to listen during homilies (take it from me)

I can’t help but write notes for this particular priest, Fr. Weyms, SJ, who did his homework of doing his homily well.

He begun by tickling the conscience of the faithful if they did listen to the lectors and ask this question, “who wrote the second reading for today?

God?!, With a good laugh.

No. Its St. Paul. And he continued on his reflection on Phil. 2:1-11. It’s was a thought-provoking homily. A very inspiring homily on humility and self-abnegation.

But what really struck me most was this, he said, “we are only 3rd.” He continues, “God first, and others, 2nd.” 

Why was so striking?

The verse goes like this, ” let each of you gently consider the others, as more important than yourselves. Do not seek your interest, but, rather, that of others.”

Just what I needed to hear to reawaken my self-righteousness. I often complain to the Lord, “why are they blessed, I am not.” ” Why I don’t have this, others have.” And so on and on. Sometimes, I’m tired asking the Lord all these questions and I get no answers.

So, how did God breaking the ice of #complaint and unending #questioning? 

Well, it’s not God who is the problem (yes, I can hear you comment on that) the problem is that I tend to be self-righteous.  I’m good s/he is not, so I deserve the blessing. I’m charitable and s/he is greedy, so I merit the good tidings. I’m a good church person, s/he is no show in the church, hmm..thus I have a place in heaven. Yes, you definitely got it right. The standard is the source and summit of the issue here. I have my own standard. And have not patterned it according to how it should be.

Your attitude should be the same as Jesus Christ.

It is a big challenge for me, to be conscious of this attitude, knowing that there are times when events and people surrounds me with affirmation that, “hey! I’m great!” Or that “I’m better than her/him.”

I wish to be reminded of this all the time, so that I may not boast of the things I’ve done but only what I unworthily received due to the graciousness of this God who never ceases to be kind, patient and understanding to me.

I live because of his kindness, should I  not be grateful and take every opportunity to return the favor?

Thanks to this priest who did his homework well!

Happy Week Ahead!

Happy feast of St. Therese of Lisiuex

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